a life time

a smoothing song.nice to play in a cafe while you are sipping that cuppa,and perhaps reading something.
hmm..wanna be at that Mccafe at Lido now.

im in a hurry to get a job,though there is no pressure from my parents.but ironically its for them that im pressuring to get a job.

im like 20 already.i dunno how long can i sit here and watch my life goes by without any meaning.
i really wanna go overseas..see the lives beyond this sick island.
i wouldnt mind if im somewhere like Africa,perhaps the innocence of the pple there surpass a 3 years old kid here.

am i bound to stay here all my life.working for the sake of working,living without much meaning.

i tried to be as optimistic as i can,anyway life is too short to stop for anything.
but..i just wish i can see more of what im seeing now..or just say i would like to see as much as i can while im still living this life.
whoever knows about if there's something else after death.
*shivers*

you know..dun you wish sometimes you have those one of a kind romance.like those in Romeo and Juliet,Robinhood etc.
was listening to Bryan Adams now.
perhaps those kinda love...maybe be short but it's enough to last you for a lifetime.it may be sad but again,its one that you wouldnt trade for any kinda of other love.

who doesnt wish for a lifetime love..but really,a lifetime love doesnt mean you have to be with that person for a lifetime.
for a lifetime partner doesnt necessarily means its a lifetime love.

haha..guess im bull shiting again.

*deep breathe...*

i wonder..in this life..what will i say upon the end of this life.
life is indeed one of the most precious things...i guess im willing to trade for anything for a thing that really craves a deep mark in this life.